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omg… has been too long that I’ve last updated this crap blog XD
Well… I’m too lazy to write nything here. bleeeghhhhhh……….

So erm what has happened lately?
A week ago Ekou/Kougu (damn girl, what’s now exactly ur nickname I should use? XD) celebrated her b-day which was really fun. We went to Tai-Soen to eat. After that we went to the McDonald’s for a “dessert”. Some took a McFlurry, but I just took a vanilla milkshake 8D And then… erm… we went to Bison, cuz we wanted to pool, but the place there was too full. So we went to Stairway (a cafe/bar) to chill and drink and stuff. lol, now I didn’t drink as much as they did XD (still underage y’know).
And after that, ’round 0.00 pm , we all went home.
It was really fun, and laughed a lot XD

atm, my mind is kinda blank. So… I might write different than normal XD

Past week has been kinda stressful. Had to write a lot of surveys and the deadline was on friday (which we didn’t make) X___X Also had a test for French and German, which I both fucked up.
And tomorrow I’ve got a make up test for geography X___X
Today I actually should’ve gone to school. But I overslept myself, and now I’m not in the mood to go to school nemore =___=

Last friday I had a “surprise” evening with some friends (associated with Sinterklaas, lol XD). I made a wardrobe for this friend, and I “painted” it with melted chocolate. But it actually looked like a box of crap X

Gaaah, I’m srsly not in the mood to write here, so gonna stop for now =____=  *yawns*

Oh rite, wanna know how I play piano?
Recorded myself XD

dewa.

kjhflkjsahkjsf…. I’m sooooooooo tired =________= After posting this shit, I’m gonna sleep. (it’s now 8.09 PM)

Yesterday I’ve been surfing around on Wikipedia (lol nerd).  Neways, found this article called School refusal. And when I read that article, for some parts I had to think about myself. Like “The longer a child stays out of school the harder it is for them to go back”. If you’ve been reading my blog long enough, you would know I slack a lot (slack school). Like the 67 times that I’ve been “sick”, I’ve only been sick for real for about 3 times XD (excl. my monthly celebration). So with sick I mean a cold or the flue or whatever. Now I’m thinking about it, I’m actually a healthy person o__O Even tho I never eat fruit or vegetables, drink milk, eat dinner around 10 PM and never eat my breakfast XD Oh, but I do drink a lot of Yakuruto 8D With the L. Casei Shirota stuff… XD  Neways, what was I talking about again? Oh rite, slacking and stuff. So, I get a lot that there is a day that I’m really not in the mood for school. I feel really crap (mental) and down. But the next day I might actually feel good, ready for school, but I won’t go to school. Cuz I’m not in the mood. It’s just, the longer I slack, the harder it is to get back to school. And it also gives me a feeling of regret. Like “Shit, I should’ve gone to school X____X”… And then the next day, I’m still not going. Just hard to go back, after being absent for a long time. And it’s not that I’m lazy or anything XD (well, I actually am lazy. But in these cases mostly not).
Yesterday I wanted to slack, just not in the mood. But I eventually did went. And I’m glad I did. Else I would’ve been slacking this whole week XD
I also found another article on Wiki; DSPS, which is ‘Delayed Sleep Phase Syndrome’. And now I’m not saying that I’ve got this syndrome or whatever XD But for some parts it just reminds me of myself. Cuz I also fall asleep very late (it takes me about 3-4 hours to get a sleep), and I can’t wake up in the morning =___= At night, I’m also really hyperactive and really happy (some people might’ve experienced my “night-side” XD). Even tho I would go to bed now, at this very moment, I’d prolly fall asleep around 2-3 am. I always fall asleep at the same time. No matter what time I go to bed. I’ll also only go to bed when I’m tired. That’s why I’m mostly ’till late online XD And during the day I’m always sooooooooo tired, cuz I haven’t slept for too long =____= Heh, my friends at school would know. The only thing I say everyday is “Meeeh, I’m tireeeed =___=”.
I can’t understand some people just fall asleep within 5 minutes O____O Some people tell me “Just think about fun stuff”. lol, but that’ll only keep me awake. Others say I just need to empty my mind. Which isn’t very easy D:

When I was around the age of 11-12, and I was still in elementary school, I also had nights that I didn’t even sleep. I would read a book the whole night/morning (cuz I thought it would make me sleepy), until the time I actually had to wake up XD

Wuaaa, this post has a lot of text and crap XD Well, I’m just telling what’s on my mind. In real life I can be shy, or I just won’t talk much about myself or anything else. So on my blog I can tell anything (well almost anything)  I want ^__^

Oh, back on that DSPS topic. They also say that it also goes together with ‘Seasonal affective disorder‘ (in short SAD, lol XD). Also known as a winter depression o__O Like every year I’ve got a winter depression, and I always thought it was just something I made up myself. But apparently it’s an official existing disorder XD  And on the Dutch page of this article, they also tell the characterize of this disorder. That’s extreme weariness, want a lot of sleep, eats a lot, very gloomy, the feeling of being not in balance and less needs in social contact. Well, that’s also what I have in my winter depression =____=

You know, if I have to choose a study besides Japanese & English, it would be something that has to do with psychology, which also really interests me. It’s interesting how the mind works for different people, and how people view things other than other people. lol, hard to explain but I’ve got this image in my head, which can’t be explained XD

But I’d like to teach English to Japanese kids in the future. So I’m thinking about participating in the JET program at that time.

Oh, these classmates of mine, told me once “Kit-Lam, you’re an escaped anime character.” XDDD Hehe, to hear something like that from them. Cuz they’ve got nuffin with anime and stuff.

Urg, it’s now 9.11 PM O____O Time passes by really fast.
So I’m gonna end this post now, and go to bed.

Dewa.

Woooo, it hasn’t even been a week, and I already received my order from Strapya (^O^) Cuz I ordered them last week saturday  and received them last thursday ^^
I also ordered some stickers to pimp up my NDS.

Erm, last week has been boring. Oh and I had to 2 days in a row P.E. =____= And on the 2nd day of PE we had to climb robes (I suck at it). So the day after, omfg, everything hurts and got aching muscles X___X And even now it still hurts.
While I had to work today =____=

Last night I went to the cinema, together with SW and my bro. Went to the new James Bond film, which suxed actually. On central station I also saw this random visual kei group of people, who were staring at me =__= (prolly cuz I was wearing school uniform).

Today it was really busy at work. Damn X_____X
Oh, and this Japanese guy, who’s a regular and also gave me the Domo-kun phonestrap last week, visited again this morning (’course, cuz he’s a regular), and so I helped him. And then he said “Oh wait, I’ve got somethin for ya”…. I was like (in my mind) “Huh wtf again?!”. Was this Japanese bread called “Meron Pan” (Melon bread). Haha, really nice of him to give me something again, but soooo random. Neways, the bread was nice. Tasted like milk or somethin. No melon involved.

Oh rite, Fung and I already decided for our cosplay, next Chibicon. But till then, it’ll be a surprise *ohohoho*.

OMG, in December, our shop ‘ll be open 7/7 O____O… So I’ll prolly be forced to work every saterday ANDO sunday X___X Well, it’s not really that I hate it. Just exhausting. I’ll also get X-mas bonus and stuff ^O^ More work = More money. Yeaaa, show meh teh moneh =p
But srsly, GIVE MEH MONEH NOW!!!! =____= So many things I want too buy, and so less money >.<
Like…like… clothes. Srsly, I MUST buy some clothes =___= Oh and shoes. Still want to buy those creepers D: Still haven’t done that after like about a year. And I want a metalpad for my DDR exersises XD And figures, manga, new mp3-player, new mobile, cosplay. Ugh, sux to have many hobbies T__T

Yer know, “Money won’t bring happiness” is a fact. I was thinking, when you buy something with money, the item makes you happy, for a moment. After a while you’ve seen the ‘item’ for too long, and ur not happy anymore and u want somethin new that ‘ll make you happy for the moment. Money covers your true happiness.

Meh, lately I’m kinda down =___= I might not show, but I just am.
No, I won’t tell why.

And u might’ve thought “unmasked?” *see title*.
Well, it’s actually somethin I’m not really in the mood to tell, but I still do it XD  Mayb you’ll understand me more. My personality is different with each person/group of persons. Then I’m tryin to act all cool, then cute, then “I don’t give a fuck” attitude, show-off…etc. It’s hard to describe, but the me that you know, might not even be the real me. Like, with some friends of mine I act all cute and stuff, but I’m not. Really, I’m not >.< Just a fake biatch XD But yea, it’s also becuz all the people I hang out with are so different from each other, that I learn myself to act different with every person. So, for each person, I put on a different mask. This friend of mine at school also told me “At work you’re an angel, but at school ur the devil” lol XD (not that this has something to do with the stuff I just said).
Okay, now u might think “WTF KITLAM?! Ur talkin shit outta ur mouth” or somethin like that XD But that’s just how I think. Sometimes I also think I’m slowly becoming schizophrenic XD
But the one writing this blog, is prolly the real me ;D

Ugh, still got a lot of homework to do X_________________X Gettin already stressed out here ;____;
Oh rite, and Fung brought back my mangas and shoujo beats she borrowed, last friday @ school. Damn, the bag is fuckin huge, which I still have to take back home. Left it in my locker at school =___=

Tonite Games in Concert is being held. I first planned on going with bro & SW, but eventually didn’t went. And I’m in a money need, so it ‘ll only be a waste of moneh. But it would’ve been fun to see somethin like that.

Ugh, I’m wasting time at this blog.

Gonna stop for now.

So yesterday I ordered some straps @ Strapya. Couldn’t resist it ^^ And while I was at it, I also bought some presents for people that’ll celebrate their birthdays these months.

So these are the ones I ordered.

‘course not all of them are for myself. Some of them are presents (mayb for u? ;D).
Also bought Sgt. Frog stickers and blossom stickers, so I can pimp up my mobile/NDS.
OMG, I srsly got myself a frog addiction XD cus they’re f-ing cute (not the real ones ‘course).

So today I went to work. The customers weren’t really grumpy today O: That’s also for the first time.
And at the end of the day, near closing time, this (asian) guy, who’s a regular customer, came to buy a drink. But also said that he had something for me. So I was like  “Huh, got somethin for me? O: *surprised*” cus I don’t know that guy. Only that he’s a regular customer. And so he gave me this in gift paper wrapped small little thing. Turned to be a Domo-kun phonestrap inside it ^O^ Like OMG.. so nice & sweet of him ^___^ ‘Cus a while ago, I drew this drawing of Domo-kun, and hung it up in our shop, just for fun ^^ And he regocnized it, and my sis told him that it was my drawing. So that’s why he thought to give me a Domo-kun phonestrap. It’s really sweet of him, but still pretty weird to give someone u don’t even know, a gift, while it’s not even my b-day (well.. in a month it is =P).
But I’m really happy now ^____^ That made my day 8D
Thank you gozaimasu, random regular guy 8D

lol, and yesterday I coincidentally ordered exactly the same Domo-kun for myself. Well… I’ll give that one to someone else then ^^

Like a month ago, I also ordered Sgt. Frog  NDS stylusses. I also got them a month, but forgot to tell.
They’re actually from crap quality, but that’s too expect from these China made stuff. Neways, it’s just for the collection yer know ^_____^

Meeeeeeh, I want my X-mas Vacation =_____________=
Well… a month is over before u know it 8D

Neways, gonna stop now.

Dewa.

*yaaaaaaaaawn* Sooooooooo tired desu =____=
I actually planned on sleeping now, but could at least post some crap here before sleeping.

OMFG… the past few days I’ve been doin nuffin at school. Like, my account is doing lame, so I can’t log in anymore. So the problem ain’t my laptop (else I could’ve used a borrow-laptop). But yea, my account fails. With other words, I can’t do shit anymore at school. So the past few days I’ve only been drawing and boring the crap out of me at school =_____=
Seriously… this laptop system sux. There aren’t even math books >.< (those books are scanned in on the computer).
And so I thought then I’ll make my schoolwork at home.. but wait. Still got the same shit problem. ‘cus I can’t log fucking in X____X *sighs*
And some days ago I already brought my laptop to the system admin. And the guy couldn’t fix it (ass). And today and yesterday he wasn’t at friggin school =________=
Could’ve better stay at home or somethin. Went for nuffin to school.

Hehe…no wonder my grades are dropping D:
Meeh, I srsly need to get seriously at school. Can’t fail this year D: And last year, I’ve only been playin games, and doing other crap I can’t think of atm.
Gawd, I’m so tired. Can’t even think >.<

Wednesday I was free from school, so 2 friends from school came over. We dressed uke-chan up as a girl with make-up and everything XD Which was really fun =P
That night we also got a black-out in our district. So turned on all the candlelight’s and stuff. Which makes it all cozy and stuff ^__^ I actually like black-outs for this reason. Only thing… I bored the crap out of me.
Not even the piano worked (it’s an electric one). And like, before the black-out, I was planning on taking a shower. But before I went to the bathroom, I was still lurking at my screen. And suddenly everything black XD I was like “Huh…” XD
So it’s good that I didn’t went earlier to the bathroom… else I would’ve been standing in a pitch-black bathroom XD
But eventually I did took a shower, with candlelight’s tho. Which was quite an experience XD I dunno if it had to be scary or cozy XD So when I got in the shower, the water was still warm. So got already soap in my hair and everywhere, and the water suddenly turns cold O_____O . . . Meh, it sucked >.< It was soooo fucking ice-cold. Try taking a shower at it’s coldest =3
But I survived, yay ^^ So erm, I played some games on my NDS and Loco Roco on the PSP. And before I knew it, the lights were back on.

Oh, yesterday (?) this friend at school asked me “Do you know where the notepad is?”. So I first thought “WTF? U dunno where it is? >.<”….but I told him”Start -> Programs -> Accessories –> Notepad!”. And he was like”Huh? WTF?”… And I was like “…”. And so he laughed and said that the meant the program NotePad for composing music and stuff. Working with music notes. Not friggin notepad.
lol, so stupid XD

Today I went in my seifuku to school (actually it’s my Enma Ai cosplay), cus I never wear that damn thing, and just felt like it. Neways, it wasn’t cold (also wore tights under). Actually, it’s much colder wearing pants, than this skirt & tights today O: But, when wearing pants, the wind comes in from under, which makes it cold.
These bitches at school also yelled at me with “WTF aren’t ya cold?! We’re freezing to death and ur walkin with a fucking skirt… Stupid*@$ X__X”… lol, they’re jealous I can resist the cold *hohoho* 8D

Neways, gonna sleep for now.
Gotta work tomollow =____=

Oyasumi~

Oh, and I just ordered some straps @ Strapya. I’ll show tomorrow which ones ^.^ (there goes my $51,48 ;___;).